I tried again this week while I was idle at work using my books, but I was still a little... slow, I forgot what I previously learned. I understand the concepts, but I cant put it into practice just yet. Probably because I'm a lefty and the books have right handed illustrations. I'm all confused.
so I did some browsing found some stuff online.
download-able Crochet video tutorials
free video lessons from coats and clark
how to left hand crochet
tips for left hand crochet